How dumb are you? if you can read answer this qustion?

When I read the selection above I felt intense anger pulsing out of you, I feel you have been betrayed and you're scarred from that. I also felt sadness maybe even a little regret. I also thought it showed how you think the world is hidden behind a mask and you are expressing you're feelings and showing you're true emotion, about the world. I do have to say it can get very confusing, but poetry and writing is art, and art expresses emotion while half the time art is confusing. I liked it though, you do have some natural talent.