This is very weird.. but..?

If the medications that you're taking can harm the fetus then its not worth carrying the pregnancy to full term. Also, you might not be emotionally ready for the stress and responsibility. Child-birth can easily worsen your depression, and mutant babies are even harder to care for. This isn't that different then drinking and smoking throughout pregnancy, as far as the child's concerned. Maybe you need to see another doctor or two about your worsening medical issues. Doctor's aren't that scary. You're risking your health, by speculating. Find out for sure, what's going on, with your health. And if you need to, then see more than one doc.